I just want to walk away but the fighter me doesn't let me.

I had a strange dream few nights ago. I saw a little white monkey s sitting on a rock and meditating. He was so real and so peaceful. After several minutes of meditation he climbed down the rocks and started wrestling with another white monkey! 
After watching him I faced my fear in a shape of woman. A woman who I just know by name. 
I wonder what it means....